I think I need the therapy of a blog post more than anything right now. This semester has been crazy and insane and so much has happened.
I got the scholarships I was hoping for to attend spring and summer terms so that should be a new adventure! Housing and figuring out where to live just need to come a little bit easier.
I have the best friends in the world. Sunday night I was going through some very difficult stuff. Dillon sat me down and talked me through everything while I just bawled my eyes out to him. Then he, Dylan, Cade, and Cole all gave me a much needed blessing. How lucky I am to have worthy men in my life to be able to do something like that on a seconds notice! We were having a pie party in celebration of pie day and I just couldn't be more grateful for my friends.
This semester has had so many twists and turns. I've had heartbreak and stress that I didn't see or expect coming but I have learned more than I could have ever learned without it all. At the end of the day I am happy because I have the most important people in my life and the best friends ever. If everything works out my papers should finally be open this week and I can start on the one thing I would give up absolutely anything to do, go and serve the lord where he needs me.
Life sure hands you things you don't expect. You just keep planning and planning and things keep constantly changing. Sometimes I come to the point that I just want to throw my hands up in the air and stop making plans all together.
