Time won't let me show what I want to show

    "What if the water that came out of the shower was treated with a chemical that responded to a combination of things, like your heart-beat, and your body temperature, and your brain waves, so that your skin changed color according to your mood? If you were extremely excited, your skin would turn green, and if you were angry, you’d turn red, obviously, and if you felt like sh**take, you’d turn brown, and if you were blue, you’d turn blue? Everyone could know what everyone else felt, and we could be more careful with each other, because you’d never want to tell a person whose skin was purple that you’re angry at her for being late, just like you would want to pat a pink person on the back and tell him, ‘Congratulations!’"

"She said, 'Believe it or not, I used to be idealistic.' I asked her what 'idealistic' meant. 'It means you live by what you think is right.' 'You don't do that anymore?' 'There 
are questions I don't ask anymore.'"

"I spent my life learning to feel less. Every day I felt less. Is that growing old? Or is it something worse? You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness."

I want to change the world, instead I sleep

For those of you who don't stalk my Facebook (Grandma, special shout out to you!)

Here is some catching up on summer.
We all know I love bullet lists

• Swimming
• Giant Slip-n-slide
• Played tennis for the first time
• almost daily gym trips
• Work-a-holic
• hot tubing
• Summerfest
• New York
• Bren Brens house
• Surf n' slurp
• Bowling
• Jamba
• Dates watching a movie at a park
• Swing dancing class/date thing
• DI trips
• Best friend got his mission call
• Texas Roadhouse
• SYTYCD
• Friend's Birthday party
• Bike rides
• Eating lots and lots of food
• Legend of Korra
• Campfires
• Went to the Miss Provo Pageant

Signed up for classes, cleaned my car and room, saw lots of different friends. Ive done a lot! And it's been a great summer so far!

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of

New York. So yeah.