Your face is home

Never in my life did I think I would do better at Latin then I did in Standard. Yesterday I made both latin finals that I danced in.

I danced the best Rumba I ever have in my life.

I took 5th in Youth Pre-champ and 6th in Novice Latin. I don't know the last time I've been so happy. I am so grateful when hard work pays off.

I'll find strength in pain

Sometimes I wonder if I love too deeply.

Maybe that's why I get afraid of getting too close to people.

People seem to leave. I don't like when they do.

I want a Grey's Anatomy speech.

I want someone to tell me they aren't going anywhere, even when I yell at them and I'm rude because they understand why it's hard for me.

I just wish people meant what they said.









I did.

Little Wonders

Pumpkin Waffles
Lucky draw
Penne Rosa
100%
4.0
Dress
Ice cream
Werewolves
Perspective
Family time
Memories
Nice people
Tic-Tac-Toe

Keep on fighting 'til the end

My little sister is a champion.


Who else could take first place in the 1 mile race between Centennial, Dixon, and Provo Pups for the 2nd year in a row?

Falling into memories of you, and things we used to do

I sip my hot chocolate in the morning, burning my tongue a little.

Good news in first, my shoes are pretty.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Then dreams of France come trickling in.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Red hair and reminders put a smile on my face.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Another one whose voice is loud.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

No expense to be paid but mine.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

I watch Gilmore Girls and eat some soup.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

I learned about the "norm" in my psych reading today.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Just standing there, he asks about the baby.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

They haven't talked in years. There is no way of contact.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

I drive by Wendy's, Carl's Junior, Panda Express, Fat Cats, Provo High.

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Two years is a very long time. 

I sip some more hot chocolate.

Just like the day I met you

When my dream was shut off this morning I felt as if I was in Alaska. 

Time to think is needed, and to think takes personal time.

My brother asked me where I got my "Ladies Room" sign, and I'd forgotten it was the first time.

I'm ready to make new firsts. 

It's here. I can feel it.

Our hands not holding as we cross the street

I had quite the peculiar situation this morning. As my parents told me I could take someone along for a nice night of a certain blaring brass instrument my mind chose who without a second impulse. Immediately I thought: I better call and invite them.

Oh, to the moment reality beams across your countenance.


How strange it is to have your foundation disappear and not even realize it until you realize it. 

So there was this woman...

 and she was on an airplane, and she was flying to meet her fiancé seaming high above the largest ocean on planet earth. 

She was seated next to this man she had tried to start conversations, but the only thing she had really heard him say was to order his Bloody Mary. 

She was sitting there and she was reading this really arduous magazine article about a third world country that she couldn’t even pronounce the name of.

 And she was feeling very bored and despondent. And then suddenly there was this huge mechanical failure and one of the engines gave out, and they started just falling thirty-thousand feet, and the pilots on the microphone and he’s saying 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, oh my gosh... I'm sorry” and apologizing. 

And she looks at the man and says “Where are we going?” and he looks at her and he says 

“We’re going to a party. It’s a birthday party. It’s your birthday party. Happy birthday darling. We love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much.”