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20.2.11

When I woke up alone I had everything

Your aspirations.



I want to go make it to heaven. Everything else is just along the way.

19.2.11

A little drop of rain can hardly hurt me now

Something that you miss.

       Back in the summer before high school began. When he was my best friend. When I would sit outside and talk on the phone with him. We would always look and try to find the same star. Locate the thing that held us together even when we were miles apart. I remember when he would play a song on the guitar and I would listen. When he told me everything and I told him the same back. I remember playing video games and always being there. That is something that I miss. I miss that friendship. Even though we are still friends, I miss him being my BEST friend. I miss the cantaloupe picture and the time I cut his hair. I miss that.

17.2.11

Stop the muscle that makes us confess

I took the new baby pictures for my new ADORABLE niece, Lila. Here are a few samples.














A place nobody knows, take me there

Your favorite place.


I love.... DISNEYLAND. VIEWS OVERLOOKING CITY LIGHTS. and MY BEDROOM.


top 3 favorite places. by far.

15.2.11

Just because there once was love don't mean a thing

"Your fears."



I feared getting hurt.
I feared telling someone everything and them breaking that trust.
All my fears were safe with you.
Until you made all my fears become reality.
I'm not scared of those things anymore.
You taught me that I can get through them.
You forced me to face every fear I ever had.... and worse.
And now I am not afraid.

I am afraid of needles.
I am afraid of the dark.
I am afraid of pain.
I fear rejection.
I fear being alone.
I fear letting people down.
I am afraid of Umbrellas.
I am afraid of staplers.
I'm afraid of failure.
I am afraid of the end.




But I need not fear.
I will not anymore.

14.2.11

They say you're not somebody, until somebody else loves you

VALENTINE'S DAY 


Today I have been hearing "singles awareness day" (which abbreviates to SAD) quiet a bit. But I realized something. Why do people hate holidays? Especially this one?


Valentines day shouldn't be about having a significant other. It shouldn't be about giving a rose, or who has a hand to hold and a goodnight kiss. It isn't about where you go to dinner and what presents you receive. Valentine's day is about telling the people you love that you love them. It's about realizing who is there for you and what they have done. It doesn't have to be someone you're "in love" with, but simply a parent, a child, a friend, a mentor, anyone who you love. 


Tell those people today that you love them. CELEBRATE the good feelings you receive and give to other people. Valentine's day isn't about showing off what relationship you're in, it is about celebrating and embracing the people we care about most. 


Valentine's day is not to aware the single people of their status, but it is to show everyone how blessed they are, and is a day to embrace and rejoice in the real love all around us. 





13.2.11

Magical Mr Mistoffelees

"A first..."
so... yeah..... I JUST got home from tour. and yes now I can't sleep. so YES. I ended up on the computer.


The first time I watched a scary movie was the grudge. With Henry, Elijah, and David. Might I say, that is NOT very scary. I don't get scared in haunted houses. In fact I rule at them (if that is even possible) BUT something about scary movies (well for me that means Harry Potter and Monsters inc.)  is that my imagination would go crazy and I would get wicked scared after the viewing and then the scary movies would win at what they are destined to do..... they would scare me. but my FIRST real "scary" movie was in fact the Grudge. I'd have to say I did well during it. But then when I got home...... that was rough. My imagination went wild! And the scary began. I had to check doors, and under my bed, and closets. It's not that I was afraid some asian boy would swallow me into the covers or stare at my creepily then open his mouth revealing the sound of a dying cat, but it was more I was scared something was there to get me. 




And... that was my first. s.c.a.r.y movie. 






YUP! it's late. that's the only first I could come up with. 

8.2.11

Nice to meet you, I'm your other half

"Something that makes you cry."

old people. Seriously. When a movie kills off an animal I'm totally chill, I'm held together. Go after an old person and I fall apart. Something about them I am so emotionally tied to. Just let the old people live! I cry every time something mean is done to them. That's why I SOB at the end of The Notebook.