Voices are child in sound fades away

As she sat alone in the room full of strangers she never felt so relaxed.
Only the time on her wristwatch was ticking counting the seconds until explosion.
This time too many people were there. But not enough people were there.
This time was different. Just like every time before had been different.
It was the same occurrence that had failed to ever happen before.
She opened her mouth and only white specks of matter spilled out.
She felt it. And so did they. But they weren't actually there.