A Bug in My Rio Salad

How Do I always let you get to me?
You don't even mean to, You don't even try.

Maybe I'm just that easily intimidated.
But you, more than anyone make me feel... that weird feeling.
The one where I'm falling and it never ends.
The one where the world isn't real and nothing matters.
The one where I'm not real.
The one where I can't do well at anything.
That you'll always come around and beat me.
When really you never do.
I'm just crazy. I guess.
So maybe I held on to the one thing that I won at.
But I'm not anymore.
I will find my life too.
You can't get to me anymore.

I'm throwing it all away.

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